Archive for January, 2013

“Shhhhh, it’s Ok; it’s just me…”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 31, 2013 by A♠

If you want to work at being the best man you can be:

By all means, do so.

Just remember:

Eve chose the serpent.

And she always will.



“How will I know that you’ll be good, doing the things you know you should?”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 31, 2013 by A♠

For all of the flak Roosh V gets, one thing [above all] irritates me.

And that is:

He is called a “sex tourist”.

Nothing, in fact, could be further from the Truth.

He is, as he claims to be, a “love tourist”.

He simply does it penis–first.

Sadly, for the man himself, this is an effort doomed to failure.

For all of his wisdom and experience [which, I freely grant, is considerable], he is still that scientist that gambles on physical/chemical laws to grant him a win.

For all of his rants/observations on the irrationality of women, he expects to somehow trump every bit of it via logic and study.

Whether it be through psychological understanding, chemical [oxytocin] bonding, etc.

In brief:

He’s seeking an irrational goal [Love] utilizing rational means.

Hence, doomed to failure.

What he’s yet to comprehend, that artists such as myself have understood for centuries is, when it comes to women:

It’s best to put your worst foot forward.

Show them the rage/pain/turmoil within you poetically, incrementally, unashamedly and, most of all, unapologetically.

If done properly, they will love you unconditionally [through your work] without ever having even heard your voice.

This is what convicts and artists have understood/still understand at some level.

And, for all of our faults:

Always will.


“Will you partake of that last offered cup?”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 31, 2013 by A♠





From my interview by Doctor Illusion:

A♠: I’m the best blog you’ve never read.

The Mistress: You are! I apologize for not reading it.

A♠ [laughing]: Hey, it’s your loss – not mine.







“I want to be old and lonely…”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 31, 2013 by A♠

Female retorts in manosphere blog comments are, as regulars know, painfully predictable.

“You have a small penis.”

“You are just bitter.”

“You are a basement–dwelling loser.”

And the biggest of all:

“No woman will ever want you.”

What I’ve yet to see any of my bretheren address is why these are all common go–to’s.

Women, in their inherent solipsism [further inculcated by Western “equalism”], believe everyone [male and female, alike] possesses the same inbuilt fears.

Now, with that fact firmly in mind, what do all of those attacks target?

If you said anything but “The ability to garner a mate”, then you are wrong.

This is telling insofar as even the most ardent “strong, independent woman” uses them with vehemence and vitriol.

Therefore, gentlemen, if you feel the [foolhardy] need to respond in kind, I offer these barbs:

“You are fat.”

“Your breasts are small/asymmetrical.”

“Your vagina reeks of rotten seafood.”

“You are terrible in bed.”

Because, sadly, the female at the brunt of it will [regardless of protestations] believe them.

Again, I do not advocate such childishness.

But, if one must sink to the depths:

Better to be a torpedo rather than a sundered galley.


“I lied, just a little, when I said I need you…”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 28, 2013 by A♠

Women that believe they can keep a man with sex alone will quickly discover:

They get the type of man they don’t really want.


Because they appealed to the lowest common denominator.

Thus, they got the lowest sort of man.



♪ ♫ ♪: Megadeth – Almost Honest

“If my heart were still alive, I know it would surely break…”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 28, 2013 by A♠

“[I] Don’t remember

Where I was

[When] I realized

Life was a game.

The more seriously I took things;

The harder the rules became.”


“Three of A Kind…”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 24, 2013 by A♠

The 45 minute interview of/discussion with me by Doctor Illusion and the Mistress.


“You wanna hear about the deal I’m making?”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 22, 2013 by A♠

Blood greases the turning of the world.

Blood on your thighs.

Blood on my hands.

Your willingness to endure horrors.

My willingness to commit them.

These are the things – Truly the only things – that keep us going.

This is why women fall for bad men.

This is why men love submissive women.

This is the ensanguined past, present and future of humanity.


“… always soothes the worker.”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 15, 2013 by A♠

I’m getting really fucking tired of the debate regarding:

“What is Alpha?”

So I’ll tell you.

Not that you really want to know.

Here’s the answer, not that you want it:

The Alpha is the one in your life that maintains unapologetically the most appealing definition of reality.

Of course, I am speaking of  “appealing” at a subconscious level.

Do you have daddy/mommy/authority issues?

It’s all the same.

Men take lives for an ideal.

Women give life for an ideal.

[This is why men will kill for God/government and women only fuck the IDEA of a man rather than the man, himself.]

Freedom is too frightening a thing to contemplate.

Better to leave such weighty decisions to a Higher Power.

Thus, most do.


Music – Stairway to Heaven [played backwards]

“… whole lotta lovin’ for a handful of nothin’…”

Posted in Uncategorized on January 14, 2013 by A♠

All of my recent ruminations have me thinking of life’s myriad possibilities.

As a service to myself, I’ll write the lessons I did get from my mom (and, to a lesser, extent my dad).

1. Women will not love as you are. You must give gifts, be funny, be witty, be talented, have a good job, be polite to a fault and obsequious. You should in no way be aggressive, demanding or disagreeable.

2. Women do not enjoy sex. It is an obligation they will fulfill – begrudgingly – if you do everything “right”.

3. No matter how badly a woman treats you, you deserve it. You have fallen short in some area and you must rectify the situation by being even more understanding, tolerant, etc.

4. She is right; you are wrong. If you believe yourself to be right – think again.

5. You should suffer any and all inconveniences quietly, should it benefit her in even the smallest way.

6. If a woman is not interested in you, you’ve played out of your league.

7. A woman will never love you as much as you love her. Expect this.

8. In the unlikely event a woman feels she loves you more than you love her, she should leave you immediately.

9. You are too “needy” and “overly sensitive”. Just buck up and take what’s dished out to you.

10. Give everything; take nothing.

11. Men should be fought, disagreed with, challenged at the drop of a hat; women are exempt all such barbarity.

12. Lead men; obey women.

13. Do not dress/have your hair in any manner which is not socially sanitary.

14. If a woman does not immediately respond to your advances in an obvious way, leave her alone. Women never communicate in any manner but the most literal and clear.

15. Even consensual sex is close to rape; go slow and make sure she is truly willing (she must state this clearly and openly – no subtext or subtle cues)

16. Your interests/pursuits are foolish and beneath quality people. Give them up.

17. Never ask for help – that is weakness and you’re bothering people with your selfishness. Be a man; stand on your own.

18. Everyone knows more than you do.

19. Sex may or may not be a biological need but you should be above such crass and imposing desires. Women find such things disgusting.

20. Everything you do is flawed/insufficient.

21. It is exhausting to compliment/emotionally support you; have some self-confidence/a sense of self-worth.

22. If you made a “good” decision, it’s because we taught you well; if you make a “bad” decision, the fault rests solely with you.

23. Be yourself – unless it is contrary to any of the above.


It’s taken me nearly a decade to get out from under this pile of bullshit.

And I’m still working on it.

Now, I never give the number of sexual partners I’ve had, but it’s funny that most women who know me now assume it to be in (or damn near) triple digits.

Had I not been inculcated with all of the above nonsense, it’s very possible that would be the case. (Considering I still did better than many men, even with my tremendous handicap, it may be likely.)

I also find it amusing how many women believe men should be the more experienced of the two genders yet society does nothing but celebrate and praise female sexuality while constantly and consistently vilifying male sexuality.

This produces modern primitivism.

Meaning, a small percentage of the male population mates with the preponderance of the female population.

Since only the “bad boys” will disregard such “valid” criticism.

My prediction (although that’s an unfair term, it’s already a reality) is that the overwhelmingly vast majority of men will end up with women that are far more sexually experienced.

This makes neither gender truly happy.

Regardless, I’m left to regret.

Oddly, and terribly from a philosophical standpoint, not my misdeeds but my “proper behavior”.

I was told (lovingly) to “count my blessings”. Yet, how more numerous would those blessings be had I been profligate? (Rather, profligate sooner in life) Incalculably so. Make no mistake, I do not bemoan the lack of a reward. Rather, I bitterly resent the punishment for following instructions. To be crude, knowing what I know now: I’d have gotten more kitty than the SPCA. Tall, dark and cocky. A hard-drinking, smoking musician. Gives people shit (playfully) and takes none. Sure, I’m grateful that I worked hard to learn the lesson. I’m glad it’s paid off in spades over the past decade. But, oh, the times that could’ve been…