“When I wake from all my dreaming…”
I can’t watch porn anymore.
Not that I watched much to begin with, to be fair.
[I claim no moral high–ground, I simply prefer to play a sport rather than spectate.]
I can’t view it because I no longer see sex.
I see men thinking themselves conquerors.
While they merely feed an addiction— either her’s or their own.
For attention, money or validation.
I see producers abusing magick (yes, I spelled that correctly for those of you uninitiated).
Twisting a powerful, deeply–rooted cosmic Practice to their own petty ends.
Lastly, I see women getting their souls stabbed to death.
One thrust at a time.
And I’ve never been one for schadenfreude.
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August 22, 2018 at 8:46 am
Schadenfreude strikes me as a feminine sort of pleasure – it is not the satisfaction of the victor over the challenger, but rather the perverse joy of the spectator.
They’re at the arena, but their feet are not on the bloodied sand; their asses are in the cheap seats and their thumbs are pointed down.